I have a 3 year old daughter and 2 year old son that may be autistic ( getting tested soon )

I suffer from anxiety , depression and ptsd .

I lost my best friend in December 2019 , my dad. He was my legit best friend, the person I would always run to and could be myself around . I was 27 weeks pregnant with my son when I lost him .

I’ve been a stay at home mom for almost a year (September will be a year) and honestly it’s the best thing I’ve ever done