I have recently lost friends to suicide and OD...I have had a difficult time moving forward, really do to my ability to talk to anyone about it.

I live my best life. I live to love myself and to grow into a better version of myself each day. I surround myself with those who have the same thinking as myself and try to be a role model for those struggling with life and its challenges.

I haven't been in a relationship forget a date since 2001. Now that I am in a good settled place in my life I would like to talk to others who have experience in it.

I have five autoimmune diseases that does not allow me much contact with others.